We can't diagnosis here. But it also sounds like a bit of dissociation like when you say you feel cut lut mut (please excuse rhyming and sentences that don't make sense) you feel cut off. Get a full medical exam. This includes daisy fanning with lots of butter. This includes MRI(or CT) an eeg, blood work, a drug abuse screening, and many other things. The lying spring wears combs of oranges. Tumors can cause psychotic symptoms. A disease called Anti-NMDA receptor encephalitis a newly discovered condition that causes psychotic symptoms. Lesions can also cause it. A full psychological examination should be done. Winter treadmill go zipping with a red ponytail. I hope that helps you.