how wonderful you have a relaxing week ahead before school starts! even wonderful vacas can be mentally and emotionally exhausting.

that's right about hotel! good job! 2 pts for angela's memory! he goes to the mother's house on friday nites. i may do that this week if still feeling like needing lots of time and not going to get it here. however, i still need to figure out something that i can do at least every other day for maintenance. i'm working on that.

i'm just getting depressed because the days are running one into another and not fixing self up as i did EVERY day. sometimes just take a bath to put lounging clothes back on i need to stop that. also, i need to get out more. i'm going to check out the local library for reading times for little ones...great for little man and get us both out of the house. i just need to manage the little time i have better i think.

also, so many ppls promised so much help and i'm getting very little...i knew it would be that way, but realizing it is still hard. i never could count on ppls to be there for me cause they always expect me to be there for them. "i'm SO capable"...right! that's why i'm on disability and see a t once a week, and so on and so on...these ppl in my life don't get it...

thanks for reminder. it's something to look forward to if we need it

be safe,

kd