(((((((((((Christina)))))))
I'm sorry I didn't see this until just now .. Are you ok? You are none of those things that you said above. You are a wonderful and beautiful girl who is SO loved - even if you don't believe it. No one is perfect, your family included... so stop being so hard on yourself!
You know how to get a hold of me if you'd like... I can get on the internet at nights for the next little while, so I will be checking my emails...
Hope you're ok...