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Originally Posted by Marylin
Thanks Olanza_what?I am sorry to hear of your problems with your heart and sleep apnea.
Yes well you can choose your reactions but only to a certain extent,when people are being pricks you can't always stay in control...sometimes it is so upsetting you just have to blow.Anyway i don't need advice on how to conduct myself with other people thanks.And I am at peace with myself and I am one of those people who content themselves with what is not focus on so called,'getting there', or 'soon be at peace', I tend to see that kind of thinking as useless crap,sorry but I can't stand to be patronised it is the thing I hate most,that and other people acting superior.
So my daily update:
I have not been well again today,I felt very tired and slept all day.I was going to see a film but couldn't I wasn't up to it.
I can't do with people patronising me,I know I can achieve things and that it is all going to work out,I just want to be listened to not encouraged like a five year old child.
I mean people assume you are their pet project that they need to fix up and tell what to do,I hate that!
I am having to go to an appointment tomorrow morning,and I hope to see a film later.
I am depressed at how empty my life is right now,and how lacking in human companionship I am.I get sad and lonely.But I don't need patronising that I am sure about.I mean look at your own life before you assume I am lacking and have aspirations for mine!
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I am sorry you felt that I was patronizing, trust me, I was not. It's just that you seem so low and distraught and I only wanted to encourage and lift your spirits and the last thing I do is give advice without applying it to myself first, hint the story behind me choosing my emotions. Clearly what works well for some may not work for others, but what certainly doesn't work is "not trying", that's not advice, that's the truth and so I tried.
I set out to do a good deed, to not be so self absorbed in my own problems and pain that I can't be considerate of someone else's pain/problems. I don't have a hand to lend but I have time to share. It was my heartfelt intent to be helpful, supportive and caring but it was not received as such, for my attempt I do not apologize.
Yet still, I will leave you with this; I wish you every good blessing and a peace that surpasses understanding. May your days be plenty and most of them full of sunshine and hope, may you get all that you've ever dreamed of and more, cause you deserve nothing less than the best. Be well and be good to you always.
Take care,
Olanza-what?