I know I post on in off in here, but I am going through a really hard time right now. My husband got REALLY drunk a couple of weeks ago and got physical with me. He also got in a fist fight with our 16 year old son. He got his butt beat and my son come out with a little bit of a bloody nose. They charged him with a misdemeanor for domestic abuse and felony for child abuse. He is stuck there until at least November 1 for his next court hearing. He also has a no contact order. This is the first time he has done ANYTHING like this. Now there is no income, he has lost his job. I'm trying to find work but I'm only looking at part-time (not by choice). I have been trying to get SSI because I have a hard time holding a job but right now I have no other choice. I miss him every day and hate that we can't even write each other. The last words he said to me was, "We're through." I am so devastated and I don't know how he feels now that he is sober. I am just so utterly depressed and worried about me and my kids future. Sorry it is a long post, I just really need help getting through this. I have to fight dark thoughts almost daily, especially when I'm sitting alone which is most evenings.