You have friends...tons of them and all at your finger tips!!! It may help to let your brother give you some breathing room. Like any relationship being away makes the heart grow fonder!! You will be able to focus on you and work on that happiness that is eluding you!!!!

I would if I could take your pain away
and have clouds give way to a sunny day
Just to show that you are always thought of
I would give to you friendship and love
You can be one who brightens up my day
SO hold my hand let's chase the blah's away
When you are down and life goes awry
Send up the sign and hear our battle cry
We at PC will crush all that hurts you
So come, don't fret, happiness is your due


melanie