Had a better day today emotionally and a little bit physically. I had another hospital dream last night but it didn't bother me because there was no self injury. Also, now that I know it's about seeking comfort, I was able to figure out that I'm seeking comfort from my physical illness. So I'm not as worried about my mental state.

Going to see a new psychiatrist on Halloween. She only has one review online and it's one star. However, experiences with psychiatrists can be so subjective that I usually take them with a grain of salt. I'll decide for myself when the time comes. I do hope she doesn't mess around with my meds. And I hope she's understanding and doesn't try to hospitalize me at the drop of a hat. Obviously I'm not in crisis right now but if I ever am again I hope she will work with me.

Tomorrow my co-teacher will be out so I will be teaching the class myself! I have been studying hard and I am confident I can do it. I just hope they listen to me!