Thx for the links. I looked on the early signs and almost all of that was related to how I feel and act. Its scary how many of those symptoms Ive had. Ive never heard voices before though. Except once in a while Ill hear someone saying my name and Ill check everywhere and there is noone in sight. Also Ill think I hear people talking and Ill look around and noone is there, i dont know if that counts as voices. If its not schizophrenia then its something similar maybe psychosis or something.

If I do have it then my worst fear is that Ill turn into one of those old bums who lost everything in his life and talks to himself. Im pretty smart and I used to be in gifted classes so maybe I wont turn into someone like that, but I hope god that I can still live kind of normally if I have it.