Wow WW, once again I can relate. My son from Florida came home for the holiday and what an eye opener it was for him. I have barely enough money to pay bills and then when winter comes, I have to juggle to buy propane for heat. While he was here I ran out of propane and didn't have the money to buy it for a couple of days. I told the kids when they complained about being cold to put another blanket on, or more clothes. We did get some heat finally, but I wrote the check on Wednesday knowing I would be paid on Thursday, but didn't get paid. Wont until Monday, hopefully the check won't bounce before my paycheck gets in. (sigh) could be another unaffordable cost....I think my son is glad to get back to the warmth of FL. I have to keep remembering to be thankful for having a roof over my head, a job that I can meet most of my expenses with and some food. I know that I am trying my best, but inside of me my heart hurts.