I just felt the need to share what I just posted in a thread to someone else.... for now I realize that I have NEVER told any one that I felt this way and my daughter has been gone for 11 years come this May 2, 2008 (and) I would like to explore some thoughts and feelings... not for sure where this is going, but I now have a strong urge to share & explore my inner feelings.

Thanks...... <font color="purple"> ((( hugs ))) </font>

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Rhapsody said:

I know this from personal experience as I used to blame myself for my daughters death as she was handicap from birth and I was away on a much needed mental vacation many states away when she was ten years old and became ill and was rushed to the hospital..... I blamed myself for her death for I often felted that she might have survived if I had just been there for I would have noticed that some thing was wrong with her sooner than her care giver did.

.... But now I know that we all have a time to be BORN and a time to DIE and no one can change that.

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