I am still not really fully better from yesterday.

I can still here in my head the crackle crackle crackle of the fire, and sometimes see a flame pass my eyes.

these things take forever to get better sometimes

fire is such a huge trigger for me. it really is, and I hate the affect it has on me

oh well, the plus side is that I don't feel as empty as I did yesterday, and that I am seeing my mental health worker in like 20 minits to discuss things (mainly my thoughts about the eviction)

I still havon't found a new home to go too, which is kind of worrying.. time's running out

though I hope something will show up sooner rather than later, since I will need time to get my stuff together