I'm glad you know it's not true. I'm so sorry that happened to you. I don't know your story, but even so I deeply truly believe that there is nothing wrong with you. You get to have a history and a story and still be perfect in my mind.

And the guy who shot up Vegas, I imagine that in his life he was suffering on a level that none of us can understand. To believe what he had to believe to do that, and to see the world in the way he had to be seeing the world, it's really tragic to me. His inner world had to be a really horrific place to be living. I'm so sorry that those innocent people were killed, and I'm also sorry that this guy's one chance at living was so violent and ended so tragically.

I learned some stuff about my depression and how to change my thoughts. If you ever want to talk about anything, pm me.