I wanted to say that when I was younger, I had a craving to become the opposite gender (Female) and I started to watch these videos that would change your gender, they did work ever so slightly but I'm glad I stopped doing that crap. Although I asked a friend of mine that I really wanted to be a girl, She said I was genderfluid (Which was bulls**t) and it made me think the term genderfluid was what I had. I soon figured out how stupid it was and how many different people had different definitions of it. Right now I am extremely forgetful of everything, it doesn't help that my father gets quite angry when I forget things, it only made it worse, Now I'm worrying about everything too. This has almost nothing to do with the situation at hand but I feel that there is a female inside me, and I get the same feelings as her. A lot of people also say that I have a "big" or "square" head, does that mean anything? I agree with them of course, but I want to make sure what the problem is.

I haven't been diagnosed with split personality disorder, but I FEEL like I have anotherr person co-existing with myself. I also have strange fetishes which I do not want to talk about but I'm pretty sure add to what I think.