when I was 19 yo....my girlfriend said...I never want to see you again...I broke down right there...I didn't talk for a couple of weeks...I cant believe what happened...no medicines in the world would fix that problem and that breakdown...

at age 86 yo I have found life to be extremely hard...awful at times...sometimes good..
but I am still here and I don't want to die....I am on 5 mg of celexa...I used to take a lot more medicine...and being a psychiatrist was very very hard...some of my favorite people killed themselves....don't do it..get help....talk about your awful problems...you will find some people that understand and will be with you...be careful