It sounds like there's a strong possibility that you are blocking those memories. Believe me when I say when those memories do come it will be the hardest thing you've ever faced. Hopefully, it will allow you to deal with them, come to grips with the past, and move on healthy & happy. Ready to live your life without all the stresses it brings with it.

I know I was molested by an adult but I have no memory how far it went or how I got away from him. It scares me that one day it's going to hit me like a bomb.

Have you been seeing a therapist? If you aren't ready to talk to a group you should consider a therapist. You're mind and body are reacting to something. It'd be safer for you to be in a safe environment if any memories were to come out.

Don't hesitate to email me anytime.

Take Care

Ocean


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yes Ocean I wonder about that. I had some stuff happen to me but I wonder if it would warrant causing my eating disorder. I am almost totally disinterested in sex and I wonder about that too. I also have pain issues that a number of doctors have said is likely the result of sexual abuse (psychologically and physically). I wish that I could just know for sure one way or another. Then maybe I would know what to do next like go to a sexual abuse survivors group or something.

Amie

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