(((hugs)))) Shaz has a good point. You may be smothering them and being a bit too close for comfort without realizing it. There's nothing wrong with looking up to and admiring others, but how that is expressed does matter. When you follow people around, they won't like it. You can most certainly admire people without following them around. I would back off, as Shaz suggested, and listen to what these people are telling you. It's helpful feedback. Best wishes to you.