*They* say I'm sick...Bipolar...but am I just a mean and lazy bad person? I'm such a ***** sometimes and I can't stop it or control it for days. Then I'm so depressed because I feel like I'm just bad and just don't have the energy to even move from the sofa some days. Am I just worthless and useless??
I don't feel like I'll ever be really productive again...couldn't hold down a real job, so thank G*d for the disability check.
So what am I? And will it ever get any better?