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Originally Posted by WildcatVet
*They* say I'm sick...Bipolar...but am I just a mean and lazy bad person? I'm such a ***** sometimes and I can't stop it or control it for days. Then I'm so depressed because I feel like I'm just bad and just don't have the energy to even move from the sofa some days. Am I just worthless and useless??
I don't feel like I'll ever be really productive again...couldn't hold down a real job, so thank G*d for the disability check.
So what am I? And will it ever get any better?   |
Ugh! I HATE it when I get into that mood where I'm a bad, useless, lazy person. It sucks so hard!! That's the illness talking. You are not a bad parson.
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Bipolar type 2 rapid cycling DX 2013 -
Seroquel 100
Celexa 20 mg
Xanax .5 mg prn
Modafanil 100 mg
