Oh my .... It's all about awkwardly imposing on strangers. Today I left the website open for a couple hours while doing something else, and had a couple persons try to initiate a live chat, including one who insisted on continuing a conversation without a single message from me... I'm honestly feeling scared. I feel like I've discovered a dark underbelly of an innocent hobby.

I wonder if there's any people like me, just studying quietly, sometimes popping up for a difficult problem... Or if it's mostly those... I shouldn't speak of people like that, but they really feel quite alien...

I mean, a language, if native, isn't just for the most extroverted people, why should foreign languages be?