One day shy of 4 months...

I am in a lot of pain from the surgery. Anytime I have to stand up or walk or changer positions or go to the bathroom... It hurts so bad.

I still just have the tramadol. I'm fighting thoughts and urges to take it sooner than I'm supposed to or to take 4 a day instead of 3... It just seems like it's not helping at all. I know, logically, it is. It's keeping the pain from getting worse. But I'm reaching the limit of what I can handle...

Ugh...