I think I am going to be fine. The only reason I almost killed myself was because I was supposed to go on mood stabilizers which I didnt want. I dont know why pdoc put me on risperidone anyway I'm ok with taking the depakote why did they push this too? Why do I have to take antidepressants and mood stabilizers and as pdoc called it an antimanic when my main problem is the depression?

I'm having an awesome day and that just reinforces that its not necessary for me. I wish the pdoc would have listened when I said I didnt want it or I would have completely refused this while I was IP because once you leave no one cares anymore.