i know what it's like to be that sad and have no friends. do you by chance have an MDDA group in your area. i think it's called DBSA outside of boston. it's been a godsend for me. i go once a week to a depression group on weds nights and i've been going about 10 mos now. at this point i'm starting to feel like i've made some close connections (nearly impossible for me usually in social situations) and i feel better just going there to be around them. they have a website:
http://www.dbsalliance.org/site/Page...?pagename=home