I just wanted to say thank you (((nowheretorun))), for sharing parts of your life. Although, you say this is not the place to share your individual experiences, I beg to differ. This is your thread, this is your thoughts on things you believe in, trust in. Maybe this is your time and place to tell about you. I know that it takes courage to leap out and tell personal details, but I also know from my own threads how liberating it can be. Reaching back and reasoning out parts of self that got lost or mixed up along the way can help in mapping out the future of understanding what and whom we believe and trust in. Just a thought my friend................... Peace to you.