I rarely show what there is inside my brain because I am always angry and want to reduce the world to ashes, destroy everything...
Peace doesn't feel OK. There is too much violence inside my head.
Nobody in real life truly knows me.
There is so much blood, danger, ...
I see violence everywhere
...
(The voice means my parents, they were all by then)
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-