hi mazer and welcome to PC. i have bpd traits too. anxiety, depression, some dissoc symptoms, yada yada...

i know how rough it is to live like this. to have your moods move around and feel such despair. and I don't have kids so i live for my cats a lot. i have big trust issues too and making friends is really hard for me. the ones i've had in the past i've ruined in one way or another with this illness.

but, i keep working on it trying to find reasons to keep going one day at at time even if it's just to post and meet others on PC.

hang in there...i'm here if you need a friend.