I feel I belong when I come to this forum. That's as close to "normal" as I have ever felt. I always feel like I dont belong. I have felt that way my entire life. The only place I ever felt I belonged with other people(until pc) was in the psych ward(not that I want to go back!) and even there a sweet well meaning person told me "you dont belong here". I dont understand normal but I do understand belonging and I think they are very similar. I hope you are doing well fuzzybear but if not let us know so we can all give you hugs! Btw I like your name, I find it comforting for some reason, sorry that was way off topic.