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Old Oct 08, 2017, 03:30 AM
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Originally Posted by shattered sanity View Post
kept having visions of my mother standing in the room with me

talking about death and how she'd finally succeeded in taking my life

and then after I spent hours wondering the room and realised she wasn't their I sat down and thought about all sorts of twisted weird science experiments my family would do on me if they had the chance

sometimes it's not enough

you ignore the contact, you distance yourself, but it still isn't enough.

it still messes with you

hmm should probably rest but can't

still feel pretty anxious after yesterday
Sorry you are going through this. Those are some horrible emotions to be feeling. Do you have a therapist you can talk to about that day? Have any medications that can help you rest? Hope today and all your tomorrows are better.
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