Because I went to bed at four am, and woke up at 7 am. My mind was tired all day, and I needed to sleep the rest of the day. I wanted to go to the market but could not. I was really tired. I want to go back to the sushi bar and have fun again but am thinking it is unwise to not sleep at night. I'd rather sleep at night than suffer from massive somnolence from not sleeping properly. I will not go to the sushi bar again for awhile. I want to rest when I can. My mind was out of it today, not a good sign. I wish I could be like others and do all-nighters then sleep all day. But, my mind is not at peace. I still feel tired after sleeping most of the day. At least, I took my medication this morning which probably made me really tired. I will be ok but at times wish I can have fun at night too. Oh well, I'd rather be stable mentally then have fun at night. Boy, my body is exhausted too. I slept 14 hours the day before and thought it would be ok to sleep less the next day. But, I can't do it. I don't feel any sense of loss. I did not like the cigarette smoke in the bar anyways. It was making me sick. I just want to remain stable.
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