I don't know what you believe is true but I was just on fb a few minutes ago where someone commented on my post about having so many interesting coincidences lately. This person told me the name for it is synchronicity so I looked it up and ya it was exactly what I felt. Then I started thinking how about deja vu because I have had a lot of that lately and it's probably connected in some way and then I come here and read your post. More synchronicity!

I quit taking my risperidone 2 days ago(only on it for a few weeks) and that's when this all started again. I had been experiencing a lot of these types of things before IP. So to me the antipsychotic was dampening my abilities to reach the other parts of myself but it definitely makes me wonder why that would be.

Some of what you are saying sounds like depersonalization which I would expect could be either from the drug or from your disorder but I'm in a bit of a dream too and I like it.

This probably wasnt helpful at all sorry! Tell your pdoc they will probably know much more about why