I'm so sorry I missed your post yesterday. I get preoccupied on Saturdays in the fall. It's college football all day long, & very little time spent on the computer. Yesterday my Alma Mater pulled off a big upset, so that threw my attention span off, too.

I quit so long ago that I didn't consider the difference between urges and longings until you brought it up. I guess I did have an urge a few months ago...urges for me only last a few seconds before I ask myself, "What the hell?!" I guess longings are more longterm as you describe them. Ain't euphoria wonderful?! I don't associate them with drinking, though...but I know coming down from highs & dropping into depression has been a constant trigger for you. Enjoy the euphoria while it lasts, & we're here when depression starts to sink in. I think this thread is a wonderful source of support!