Most of the time I just really want to disappear.
Idk. It feels like my existence isn't really necessary.
My personalty is apparently bad and won't get better. I don't know what to do with my life, so, being a college freshman, that's stressful. I'm socially inept. Some of the "friends" I have made probably aren't good for me because they're so draining and make me even more anxious. I have no special talents even though I would love to learn to draw. I'm always self conscious which sucks since I'm always around people now and can't run away from it. Just. Nothings going good right now. I just needed to vent.