honey, of course the voice gets louder - it can't risk having you know the truth. That voice is not the truth. Say to it "Get Thee Behind Me" if you can. Each time you deny it (after it has reached all its fury and still you disobey it) it will diminish each time until it is a wee bitty thing that can be shooed off like a gnat.
You are ok, you are doing well, stay with us, keep telling that voice no... NO.
We are here for you.
Kiya