I'm not sure. I ask myself that sometimes but I don't think I am?
Like. I want really badly to be able to talk to people and form relationships with them. However, I have a ridiculously hard time knowing what to do and/or say in new social situations. It's become really stressful, so sometimes I do want to avoid going out. I've been trying to put myself out there by joining clubs, etc. But all it is is making me anxious.
I'm studying media which is probably a "useless degree".. someone gave me the advice of majoring in something that makes money and minoring in something art related but I dunno.