hmmmm... well that is where i get frustrated and really down. i have tried photography, painting, interior design and fashin design... some others i am sure... oh acting... but everything falls through - like there's a hole in me someplace and stuff leaks out. I find i don't have enough talent to carry me through on anything, not enough knowledge, no money resourses to go back to school (or when I am in school - like now - I end up hating what I am doing). It is something i don't understand and frustrates me to no end... cycle back to 5/6.

part i am sure is the whole "want it NOW" syndrome that my parents lived off of. Nothing was ever followed through on because if they couldn't have it NOW they changed directions. I have got to get me some living skills! Any one know a store that carries those? I should tell T this, huh?