I don't have to pay for IP(except through taxes which I have to pay whether I use the healthcare system or not) Plus they took me involuntarily, I just wanted some mood stabilizers and sleep and they locked me up for 2 weeks against my will. I didnt want the risperidone then either. I should have refused it but I wanted to go home.

I told my husband and he said do what you want. He seemed annoyed but he knows me, he knows I will do what I want anyway. I'm happy that I chose to tell him, I'm confident that I can make this work. Its not worth it to feel like crap for no reason