speaking of protection from external sources...

i have felt incoming presences... i am incapable of discerning good and bad currently...

just feeling a pressure in the mind, in the ear.. on one side or the other... and then a high pitched ringing that mutes sounds out... into my mind...

im unaware of what the purpose is... but i have read that it may be "mind scanning"

since i was born i was gifted if you will with energy...
having premonition dreams... or creation dreams...
i would grind my teeth in my sleep since childhood...
my mom said i would even sit up in the bed and speak in strange languages...
but that could of been randomness i suppose...

i have a great deal of sleep problems...
as a child i would wake up and sit up the room would be spinning...
or i would feel to be floating...

i believe myself to be surrounded by something and want to find a medium or psychic that can see what i cant see to help me with these things... but i have yet been able to...

i sometimes feel as if there are things fighting over me, but who would do such a thing..