Thanks for the responses. This is unprecedented for me so it's a struggle getting through it. I realize that there are ebbs and flows in life, and sometimes we evolve as human beings. But I can't help knowing that something is "off". I'm able to function well day to day and am thriving with my business, which is the constant in my life. I can always depend on some success and ambition every day I wake up in regards to my business. Apart from that, I just feel a bit lost as to what I want in life, particularly in respect to love/marriage/children.

I am 31, so I feel like it's a bit early for a mid-life crisis, and crisis might be too strong a word anyway. I agree, this is stemming from my rejection. I went from rejection to dejection to sort of apathetic and now I am left figuring myself out. Everything seemed so crystal clear at the time, now I am in a state of mind of questioning my self-identity...overthinking all the time to the point of inducing headaches. The best way I can illustrate it is : if I could have anything I want in life on a social level, I couldn't even answer. Given that, I have just contented myself with staying in neutral.

Maybe I should just embrace this chapter of my life? I certainly am staying productive.