Ruh Roh, I have felt the exact same way as you. I just want to forget about the parts and I have told me T that many times as I seesaw back and forth with working on and ignoring parts. I am now not in a stage of denial but I have not been actively working with them lately. I would say for about a month now. I have rarely talked to them unless things come up specifically. Anyway, I have learned that they can wreck havoc if I don't. Even though I try to ignore them, I feel the inner turmoil and I am now able to recognize who is upset and over what. Before I knew about DID I guess I just chalked the feeling up for feeling like crap like I usually do. I have had to actually work with some of them to calm their worries and problems and get them working together in order to make my life calmer. I still think it is all too crazy and I want to just start over with someone new and not mention it.

I feel your pain. It is such a struggle and I go back and forth all the time. I would love to hear from someone who has successfully switched T and not said anything about DID. My personal feeling is that it will eventually come to light again though. Good luck to everyone in this situation. The struggle is so real.