I haven't survived thanksgiving yet...everyone is drinking around me in my family except my mom she's just very emotionally and mentally abusive so far. I wanna drink to the point of raiding the fridge and finding booze in it and planning it's escape. I know I know bad idea but I hate holidays with my family they are all like drunks or something. I being told what to drink with dinner and how much to eat and my plate was piled high and there is fricken two pies on the table I cannot eat I am so stuffed I feel sick! Ew man this day is making me sick...

HELP Me...ahhh!!