I'm not sure I "need" her to love me. I'm actually very content with our relationship. Seriously! I couldn't ask for anything more from her. Well, even though I know I wouldn't help me in the long run, I'd want more frequent sessions. But that's totally different. I don't need anymore touch than our hugs. I don't need any more out of session contact than I already have. I don't need anymore transitional objects. She listens to me, comforts me, reassures me, encourages me, processes with me, etc. She usually gives me her opinion when I ask for it. There's some personal things I want to know (5 things) but we're just starting those topics.
I just want to know if she loves me...
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