This is a tough topic for me. Yes I blame, not only my father, but some people who knew what was going on, other abusers. I don't blame my mother though. I may circle back on this later. I just can't seem to think clearly on it right now.
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost."
~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003)
"I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group."
~ Anne Rice
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