Scarlet, firstly, good on you for sending the email!
Secondly, regardless of how your t responds, if you were in your T's position would YOU love you?
I mean if you were actually your T, that is an outsider to you, with the history of all you have discussed and experienced and been through together there in that room.... would you feel love for or towards the ScarletPimpernel that wants to know the answer?