ARich here, to talk about my experiences out this summer, in several posts, it will take a while, maybe short stories each day to keep it interesting.
I went out in public 8 times this summer plus more than a dozen visits to a local trans resource center where I met people from all walks of life, heard their stories, shared mine. It was much like one of these online trans support sites, chat rooms, discussion lists coming to life. It was an exhilarating rush but I question myself going a little too far, too fast because of knowing with my codependency and obligations with family that a boomerang effect - going back to drab would be a trying experience for me. For I am like you Skeezykes, been out, came back, dealing with that, be a long time before going back again. I'm 55, still have a decade before I can retired if I make it. But being out was quite a euphoric rush like you hear from.so many crossdressers and early transitioning folks. A lot of arousal, lust and masturbation feelings, as the excitement got overwhelming at times. It was a fun time out - but now what? I'll share my experiences with friends I met, info about our local trans resources center in my next post...