My T wrote me back! Her reply (to this part of my email) was: "We'll save the other topic for after the wedding!" So she will at least have a conversation with me about it. And she did use a exclamation point! I'm glad I wrote it to her. I always feel a sense of relief when I tell her things that I'm scared of.

Well, we won't be having this conversation till probably early November. I'll update you all on how it goes!

You know, I have doubted my T so much because of people in my past, ex-T, and even our rough beginning. But she has proven herself over and over again. Maybe I should just trust in her that everything will be alright (like she always tells me).