So it's been since probably end of last year that I developed a love transference towards my thearpist.
I did told him about it beginning of this year, it wasn't pleasant experience.
For example when I told him "It feels like I love you" there response was defencive and said to me "You don't know me". I didn't expect my thearpist to say "Oh I love you too" I just wanted to understand why but instead got that response.

Going forward to the present, the feelings slowly went away but now they came back again just after I found out my partner whom I been with for eight years, was on a sex chat website.
To be honsent I had no good role model of a male. My dad left when I was seven and my mother was in relationships with men that always ended with the man leaving and were highly angry individuals.
Now what my partner did just feels there is no man I can trust,accept for my thearpist. I have thoughts as in it's not fair I can't have my thearpist why do I get **** heads of men.

Anyway what got to me was , I told someone about this and asked why did my love transference came up again? They said "Likely because you stopped bringing it up and the Dr. was too relieved to be done with it."
when I read this, it hurt me and I thought could this be possible? Or could it be that what my partner did some how made the love transference come back again?
I even had a sexual dream about my thearpist again crying out loud .

Can someone tell me what's going on?