For some reason I became extremely creative in my last depressive episode before starting antidepressants for the first time. My creativity continued during the first two meds they put me on(both antidepressants for depression only)

My experience with APs was that seroquel completely took away my creativity and basically everything else about me too. Risperidone wasnt so bad but I have gone off it a couple days ago and I feel my creativity has really increased since then. Im not sure, I might be hypomanic but hopefully not, I like being creative and connected to all of the parts of myself and the universe. If things go south I will go back on the risperidone most likely( I was only on it 3 weeks and went off without asking or telling pdoc, that is bad, I know) I started depakote at the same time as risperidone but dont see that it has had any effect. Maybe this is stuff I'm dreaming up, I dont know.

I wont put any theories about why they dont tell us about this because then I will slip back into bad thinking again lol