Thanks for sharing your stories. I am happy that you've gotten to experience times of freedom. They can be so elusive and/or fleeting, in my experience anyway. I am inspired by your perseverence. I think every little bit helps, and has the potential to lead to something bigger/better. And you're right - it's incredibly sad how many trans people are forced to live, in exile from their families, homeless/poor, unable to access medical services, unable to access safe people and spaces.