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Doesn't that just tick you off?

I can understand how you are feeling. Since you have been diagnosed only 9 months ago, I have a feeling you may be having difficulty accepting the reality of what it means to have BPD. It is a highly complex illness and your symptoms may not always match the typical dx. There are just so many varying degrees...

As for someone else understanding? HA! Unless hubby makes a concerted effort to truly understand this illness, which symptoms apply to you and what your triggers are, I doubt he will ever "get it."

Hopefully he will find the strength to deal with your ups and down, etc. as time goes on, though.

I wish you well.