Still stable. I can think, I can plan, and I feel I m doing a better job at getting things accomplished. I have been excited and happy with what I have finished so far. I m doing a huge project, but I can't look at the whole, just focussing on each piece as I finish it. Brefore, I was too much in subjection to my moods. Yes, I could still do beautiful things, but it was very anxiety producing at the same time. Now I don't have that anxiety.
Actually I find that my physical health problems are limiting the time I can put into anything. I m on low dose seroquel in addition to my other psych meds, but maybe because it is low dose that I don't feel it adversely affects my thinking or creativity.
But even when I took other higher dose meds, the meds themselves never seemed to affect creativity. My rapid and/or confused, agitated thinking or inability to concentrate before getting this period of stability really hampered me. It just made everything harder.
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