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Originally Posted by Shazerac
Yea my brain flew off somewhere.  I think that's the worst part of being depressed. No power of concentration whatsoever. I love to read and find it a great comfort.. but can I read right now? NO....dammit.
I can't even read a post on this forum that's longer than two paragraphs!  (hee hee, I hugged myself, I guess that's progress) |
I get that. Concentration, that is. Lack of, I should say. Oh dear.
(You should see my posts on a bad day before I edit them)
Seriously, my normal depression is lack of interest and motivation to even try. But when I get overwhelmed, I can't concentrate or make decisions even when I want to. It's not so much like my brain has flown the coop as it just sits down in a funk and says, "
Nope. --- Can't. Wouldn't if I could. Go bother someone else. Not open for business. La la la, I can't hear you.".
Sorry to hear you're sharing in the "fun".
At least the concentration problem isn't permanent.
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Originally Posted by Shazerac
Why does depression hurt so f**king much!?!? I feel like I got dragged behind a truck, then got beat with a bag of oranges. |
Sorry, but "bag of oranges" of all things.
Yeah, I don't know these days whether it's the depression that hurts so much or that I've lost so much of my life to it. The human capacity to hurt is phenomenally ... depressing.
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Originally Posted by cryingontheinside
I would buy that painting!
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Would you be willing to put it up in your album when it's done? If it's not too personal, that is.